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movin on

Jan. 15th, 2012 at 3:04 PM

you're a big boy work it out. Thats what i thought should happen ever since i joined the navy its not easy being away from everyone. I didn't think that being away would make me home sick; honestly in my uniform i feel infuckingvinsable. Then i have days like today where I'm off of work and off of my base and not in uniform it makes me feel like I'm naked like a child thats lost his mother and all the feelings that i normally don't feel at all seem to come flooding forth. They didn't tell me how to deal with those, i feel like I'm not normal because i don't hear of or see anyone else going through this kinda thing.I thought that i would miss them for the first few days in boot but not this late in the game, i don't like feeling sad or lonely all the time; i love the navy and its not the navy fault that i feel this way. I don't blame them at all i thank them everyday for letting me in i love it i just wish i could feel better or i could do something to make this feeling go away.

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Jan. 14th, 2012

8:16 AM

Awesome I just got done with a room inspection and I passes

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Fuck you TSA

Dec. 20th, 2011 at 4:51 AM

ok, i am 100% down for protecting our airplanes I'm cool with not being able to take certain things on a plane however, if i have a drink and my flights not till like 6 and I'm here at 4 in the morning whats the point of me taking it on a plane i mean there's quite a bit of time for me to drink it and make my flight. I know they're just doing their job and i need to get used to going to the airport as military but i love sprit and i really really wanted. I'll take this as a lesson get your drinks after you get into the airport not before. XD thats what i get for being a squared away sailor. On a better note i am here at the airport about to go see may boyfriend i haven't seen him for about 5 months he's been great about everything he understands that I'm doing something bigger than myself and he's very supportive. So I'm going to surprise him with a visit.....that and i've been going crazy without him so if I'm mia for a while you all know why hehehe. well that would be my gate getting called ill give you all updates as i go along; have a safe and very happy holiday everyone i know i will.

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not really what i was thinking but......

Dec. 4th, 2011 at 4:41 PM

Well i got into the navy, Im a salior husky now. This is what i wanted order, disaplin, well thats was in boot camp and now that im out i thought that there would be more that I'm another step closer to the fleet;i thought that they would take it to the next level. However i was wrong this place that im in now is college with unifroms all the thing i've learned all the values i've been working on to perfect; wasted i actually feel lost like i was lied to. I wanted disaplin and order, when im with my class i should feel proud to walk by other branches we're on base with the army and the airforce when we walk by i want them to go "Oh shit here comes the navy lets get the fuck out of the way" i want to feel a sence of pride like i did in boot. When div 005 walked by you knew who we were and to move before we walked all over you. I dunno what to do about this i can't be like the other pople in my class that dont take this stuff seriously i mean, they really treat it like high school; i can understand for the most part because they just got out of high school and thats ok for now; however we're in corpsschool our calls dertermin life and death and its not just random people we treat, we treat our shipmates people we trained with got beat with. We deciede if they go home or not. Thats sobering or at least i think so. But other than my issues with my base and its lack of military bearing. I've been trying to buy a violin but i can find someone to teach me how to play the thing like all the teachers are in dallas, so im still looking for someone to teach me i thought about self teaching but i dont think i will have time when i finally class up but i do want to learn. Also im excited because im thinking of going to a new convention, i mean AC used to be the only one id attend but im looking at FWA and furry festia. I hope to see some of you there.

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Nov. 26th, 2011

5:37 PM

Ok, so i was out in san-Antonio the other day (we got some liberty so i got to go off base) and we went out in our dress blues. Now this is the one of the more recoginzed uniforms in the millitary. I get that, i get that people have a lot of mixed feelings when it comes to the millitary and what we do, however one of the big things you have to remember is, that under that uniform we are still people, just like you. Now a lot of people in this city get that, heck some are super nice i've not paid for dinner once while i've been in san-an. Then we get jack holes like the ones i met today, im walking down the street not bothering anyone and this guy just walks up to me asking me who the fuck i thought i was why the hell was i killing innocent people in iraq. Why i couldnt I give peace a try before blowing up people, or did i just like killing. I sat there for at least an hour and tried to explaine that im 1 a corpsmen its my job to heal people 2 i've never killed anyone do i understand that i might one day in the line of duity have to kill someone and 3 if they hated the military soo much they didnt have to talk to me at all really. That pissed him off and he walked away without saying much more to me, however i dont get it why do people hate us; im here so someone else dosent have to take my place i'm leaving so joe blow dosent have i'm not with my family for holidays so you can be but you hate me? Look, lik our job or hate our job we're still people and we're doing something that needs to be done and unless you want to do it/ can do a better job/ understand what it means to wear this uniform.

with all due respect STFU

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want, need, safety

Aug. 31st, 2011 at 12:52 PM

So, im in a situation. I want someone i have i want him so much it drives me nuts. What’s worse he is mine but I can't stop thinking about him. It's been almost two years and it just get worse and worse. It's just I feel like there's a hole when he's not around like im not at full power like im not at my best when he's not with me. I hate making myself weak for another person but he doesn’t make me feel like im weak. It’s like I do Like having someone but having someone comes with a very high price im not as strong as i could be alone; now don’t get me wrong he's worth the price I pay however I can see how im weaker with someone else who can hurt me like he can. Not that I think he'll just jump up and hurt me it's sometimes it can be scary being with someone sharing a piece of yourself. Just knowing my defences are down and im letting someone in. It’s just the thought; the notion of someone holding my glass heart something I should guard with my life and then some and I'm placing it in someone else’s hands.

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Writer's Block: Mother Monster returns

May. 23rd, 2011 at 11:49 AM

In three words, how would you describe Lady Gaga?

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FUCK ALL AWESOME!

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Mar. 30th, 2011

2:15 AM

Ok, i want all of you who are happy about dont ask dont tell to sit and think of a second, think about what this means and what you've done. Ok so now gays can serve openly, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand now what. They way i see it honestly this is more of a set back then a step forward. Because when you think about it if people where giving you a hard time about being gay you come out get discharged (and no its not 100% OTH) and resume your normal life. Now sure they cant kick you out, but now they have for years to make up for the fact that they cant. They can still harass you and you know that the branches take care of their own. Snitches get stitches and wind up in ditches. I mean honestly i dont see any change at all and i just joined up and my fellow depers and recruiter have made it clear where they stand on the issue. People have said that this is a step for social change and acceptance i see it as locking our selves to in a care with a tiger to be free from a lion. Now i understand the gay side of things i really do, i can see where they are coming from however when you sign up you know what you're signing up for.

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Writer's Block: Hit the road, Cupid

Feb. 16th, 2011 at 3:02 PM

If you had the power, would you permanently eliminate Valentine's Day?

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YES! ALL KINDS OF THIS. I hate this holiday almost as much as Christmas! First of all i dont get why celebrating the day a saint was murdered is so awesome. And before all you in love fuckers say oh its about love, one day you show your mate how much you care? what happened to the 354?